07-25-2024, 03:20 PM
Before I start, a bit about myself. I'm a 35 year old from England. I'm married and have 2 beautiful twin daughters. My wife is great and the best mother to my kids I could ask for. Our relationship is fine. It's more mum and dad than husband and wife though.
So I've been coming to Bangkok periodically for 2 years now due to work commitments. My trips are brief, normally 4 or 5 days and I occasionally stay a couple extra days and play a bit of golf. I've spent a bit of time in Soi Cowboy and had the odd happy ending massage. I've never really strayed though, until now...
So I met this girl in April at a golf day. She was doing some 'caddying' as a pretty to earn some extra money, she's actually a student in Bangkok and 22. We hit it off immediately and while initially I assumed she was playing a role it turned out she was actually into me and to cut a long story short we've spent a good few days in each others company and slept together a few times.
Since I've been back she's been quite needy, wanting to video call daily and getting quite upset when I don't give her loads of attention. She doesn't know I'm married, she thinks I'm single. I selfishly want to continue seeing her she it suits but I realise that it will never go anywhere. I know I'm being a selfish prick but she's like a drug. I can't stop thinking about her. I'm hurting everyone in this situation. My wife, myself and this Thai girl.
I'm back in July and desperate to see her and taste her again. I crave here tight body. I feel helpless. This girl is expecting to come back to England with me sooner rather than later for a month's holiday. I've bullshitted her. I feel terrible. I need to end it. What should I do?? Please help.
I genuinely wish I'd never set foot in Thailand.
So I've been coming to Bangkok periodically for 2 years now due to work commitments. My trips are brief, normally 4 or 5 days and I occasionally stay a couple extra days and play a bit of golf. I've spent a bit of time in Soi Cowboy and had the odd happy ending massage. I've never really strayed though, until now...
So I met this girl in April at a golf day. She was doing some 'caddying' as a pretty to earn some extra money, she's actually a student in Bangkok and 22. We hit it off immediately and while initially I assumed she was playing a role it turned out she was actually into me and to cut a long story short we've spent a good few days in each others company and slept together a few times.
Since I've been back she's been quite needy, wanting to video call daily and getting quite upset when I don't give her loads of attention. She doesn't know I'm married, she thinks I'm single. I selfishly want to continue seeing her she it suits but I realise that it will never go anywhere. I know I'm being a selfish prick but she's like a drug. I can't stop thinking about her. I'm hurting everyone in this situation. My wife, myself and this Thai girl.
I'm back in July and desperate to see her and taste her again. I crave here tight body. I feel helpless. This girl is expecting to come back to England with me sooner rather than later for a month's holiday. I've bullshitted her. I feel terrible. I need to end it. What should I do?? Please help.
I genuinely wish I'd never set foot in Thailand.