I need a reality check

[daniel74]

All very true points.

Thankyou.



I let her stay with me for 6 weeks as I truly enjoyed her company. We acted like a typical couple in love that would normally make me sick.



We always talked about children over the time I've been with her over the year.



And yes I did start the relationship by stringing her along at the beginning over a year ago.



Selfish and cruel of me. Made her wait with no money, friends or anything. No means to support family. And she has been genuinely faithful.



Somewhere along the lines I started believing my own bullshit.



We would marry, and to hell with what everyone would think.



Now I have fallen back down to earth the reality is cold, move my life and business to Bangkok.. the risk and money involved in such a thing. I keep talking about money but without an income I'm nothing.



I did not know the sinsod would go to the wife.





I think the pictures need to be approved by a mod first before they show. Uploaded as attachments



I read about Thai girls screwing over farang all the time, I guess I've screwed over a genuinely nice Thai girl this time.



I'm back there in 2 months for work again.

Fuck me.